dizziness.

hay.. is it normal pa ba?

i’m having this vertigo for almost 2 weeks.. but last 2 nights ago, lagi na ko may fever.. normal kaya? i’m really weak. parang this is not sooo me na..

nyt everyone.

vertigo. sh*t!

i’ll blog bukas when i’m okay na ha!
im not really feeling well, but i’m trying to be normal para people around me eh wag magworyy..

isang kagaya ko kala ko i’m kalabaw na i won’t get sick and will never be..
but then, kala ko lang.. nagkakasakit nga once in a blue moon but very complicated naman.. the last na naospital ako was for my appendix operation last 2001. (oo kulang na pagkatao ko.. haha!)

then ngayon ‘vertigo’ naman.. kakainis bumabalik eh, last 2 years ago pa ko may ganito pero di ko sya pinapansin pero kanina i can’t take it anymore.. my world is spinning! i can’t think in a right way.. parang loss memory mode ako ngayon.

i met my doctor kanina, and he told me na bakit ko nineneglect ako vertigo ko.. e kase, for me! it’s normal! yun pala hindi na ‘to normal.. normal ba yung, di naman nalindol at naikot ang mundo pero sa paningin ko talagang sobrang bilis ng pagikot..csakit pa ng ulo ko.. ano ba ‘to? asan na isip ko? ang hirap magbasa ang hirap umintindi.. im just pretending to be okay.

nagkakasakit din pala ang isang kagaya ko.. kala ko laging 101% on the go ako, pero i’m not na pala.. i’m just trying to be well para sa mga tao sa paligid ko. para wag sila magalala at wag sila matakot hehe..

weird ko! my head is still spinning and keeps on spinning faster..

sensya na edit ko to bukas, i can’t stay any longer in front of my lappy..
i’m not well. sayo ko lang to nasasabi tumblr ko.. as much as i wanted, gusto akinin ang sakit ko.. kaya ko naman ‘to though right now,veh.. i’m soo ill. later sana i’m okay na. got my meds na kanina for 1 month supply.. haha.. patayan na ‘to!

pray for me.

night. =)

for someone

kakabadtrip yung mga taong.. feeler! alam mo yun.. yung tipong she’s okay w/ you pag kaharap but then pag nakatalikod naman, ayun puro satsat and all whatever.. nagpaparinig or something!

i dunno.. are you inggit ba? or what? you know girl.. oo na ikaw na ang kagandahan sa buong mundo.. (like as if… feeler ka naman! haha… you’re just s crab but you look like a shrimp.. wehh!) yeah yeah, nagiging bad na naman ako.. kase naman puro ka parinig.. are you anxious? or are you insane?

girl, go on! cge na.. you’re the most gorgeous lady in the whole wide world.. (akala nga!) sympre, ikaw naman eh talagang pinagkakalat mo na you’re very beautiful, sexy and appealing.. cge na payag na ko. ikaw na lahat ng kagandahan sa mundo. akoy dakilang mutchacha lang naman.

just please leave me alone, hindi kita inaano dyan.. i never said na maganda ako.. oo alam ko, panget ako.. kaya no need for me to say na im beautiful.. churva!

im ugly.. may pumupuri man sa akin eh thank you, atleast sila nagsasabi not from my own mouth.. (which is like you..)

im unattractive.. hideous.. unsightly and very horrible!

and you?? haha! never mind.. opps, oh yeah i forgot you’re good-looking! sobra! todong todo.. hmmm.. loveyou girl.

please don’t hate me.. mabait naman ako, you have to know me first, baka naman sabihin mo napakakenkoy ko palang tao..

don’t make parinig and all.. you don’t have any rights to be insecure sa ‘kin.. you’re doing well and i appreciate it soo much promise.. no plastic here! kahit wag mo na ko puruhin kase i don’t need that or what.. just leave me alone. stop making parinig.

i don’t like a foe here.. please!

peace tayo. sa ‘kin walang problema.. tell the whole wide world na nagfefeeling akong maganda.. tell them! right now! alam ko kase naman na never in my life, inadmit ko maganda ako.. instead, sinasabi ko pa nga na ang pangit pangit ko.. mahirap ng magbuhat ng sariling chair..

wag yung magpaparinig ka na alam ko naman na ako yun.. please! magcomment ka sa fs ko, or message or sa multiply.. at sabihin mo sa ‘kin ang problema mo sa ‘kin.. i’d love to hear from you! usap tayo..

no hate comments..

kase wala naman akong tinatapakan pagkatao. i’m just being exact here. no tupperware, no melaware.. masaya ako sa life ko, sana maging masaya ka din sa life mo.. papangit lang tayo pag may kaaway. hindi naman tayo yayaman sa ganito eh sabagay rich ka nga pala, sobrang yaman and ako’y isang pulubi lang na hindi ko ikakayaman.

di ko talaga maintindihan kung bakit hate na hate mo ko. wag naman ganun. do something good for yourself and for others, for sure.. God will give something new for you.. sobra sobrang blessing. just grin. love kita! peace tayo. =))

baka masabihan mayabang ako..

1) What’s the brand of your watches?

> im not into it eh.. got swatch lang..

2) What’s the brand of your rubbershoes?

> lacoste..

3) What’s the brand of your cell phone? Unit?

> n95 8gb..

4) What’s your mp3 player?

>ipod touch 8gb din haha..

5) What’s the brand of your bags?

> lotsa eh! mostly esprit, girbaud but i got 2 roxy.. brandnew pa, u wanna buy it nalang? hehe..

6) What’s the brand of your underwear?

> women’s secret..

7 )What’s the brand of your flipflops?

> ipanema ofkorz mas mahal haha.. 5pairs na tska havs na din although i have 3 lang.. but oopps i love dijean din.

8 ) What’s the brand of your wallet?

> esprit.

9 ) What’s the brand of your perfume?

> VS for her.

10) What’s the brand of your shirts?

> dame! but mostly zara, mango, topshop, terranova and forever21.. (eh kase lahat ng naiwan ko pinamigay na ni momy haha.. simple lang naman ako eh.. mas gusto ko pa nga ang from SM dept store na damit.. =))

11 ) What’s the brand of your make up?

> im not into make up eh.. pero i have lip conditioner from mac and face powder & lip balm for body shop..

12 What’s the brand of your car?

> family car? lancer..

13 ) What’s the brand of your shampoo

and conditioner?

> vaseline and creamsilk..

14 ) What’s the brand of your bodysoap?

> body shampoo eh.. from st. ives.

15 ) What’s the brand of your

sunglasses?

> dont like sunglasses but soon i have to buy one.. maybe oakley (hindi ako mayabang, kelangan ng eyes ko since very good sya for UV rays.. alm nyo naman bulag ako..)

16) What’s the brand of your jeans?

> mostly crissa and jag before.. but now i only have 3 and all from mango. sale e! kayo naman..

17) What’s the brand of your laundry

soap?

> tide w/ downy.. oh ha!

18. What’s the brand of your lotion?

> jergens age defying.. (tumatanda na eh.. haha!)

19) What’s the brand of your

toothpaste?

> close up

20) What’s the brand of your ballpen?

> roco.

21) What’s the brand of your hanky?

> im not using hanky.. tissue lang!

22) What’s the brand of your milk?

> hate milk! arggh!

23) What’s the brand of your jacket?

> le coc sportif..

24) What’s the brand of your laptop?

> sony vaio.. cr series pink..

25) What’s the brand of your accessories?

> mostly from topshop or aldo.. (im not mayabang ha, it’s just that i can’t find local brands here.. bili nyo ko jan sa divisoria cge, i would appreciate it!)

stalker! stalker!

haha.. there’s a guy who keeps on stalking me.. he even told me pa nga na malapit na daw ako umuwi ulet.. wow! he’s great! galing galing.. san mo nakuha ang info, iho?? artista na pala ako, juicy gossips huh.. even my real friends hindi alam yang info na yan.=)) thanks for idolizing me, or i mean thanks for knowing many infos about me.. he even told me pa nga na we know each other na for two years.. ewww! talaga? i dunno ah! takot ako ha! hmm.. sikat ako, wow.. sikat-una ka hershey may.. haha.. funny funny!

thanks sa nakaimbento ng blog.. pinapasaya mo ko! mwah!

stalker, poser.. name it!

 just always bugs me off whenever people talk shits about  what they got and what others dont have… everything… i think it’s just a hoax. and why do people born being selfish and peg? it’s so dreadful!!
   

    and it pisses me a lot when people tend to mess with your life without looking with their own lives. it always happens. specially here on multiply and fs, even in facebook. people will check you out everyday. and would say nasty comments about you? and you don’t even know what are their purposes? maybe they have a gloomy life?? uhuhh.. then.. when you’ll look up theirs, you’ll only find out that they have a boring life.. AND THEY JUST HUMORING THEIR SELVES. so plastic and pathetic. are they winos??  maybe. =] lol. or they’re mentally deteriorated.. haha
   

    they would say HE’s NOT HANDSOME. DONT FEEL LIKE YOUR HANDSOME AND CUTE. SHE’s NOT PRETTY, SHE’s not CUTE, SHE THINKS OF HERSELF LIKE A STAR. those feedbacks.. i dont think that it would help them that much to feel better about themselves. WE’RE IMPERFECT. MAYBE YOU’RE PRETTY.. BUT ARE YOU BRAINY?? I dont think so. well.. i would rather have BRAINS THAN BEAUTY… =] maybe being good-looking may help you in some ways.. either way, having brains will help you ALL THE TIME, ANYTIME.   

WHY ARE YOU SO DOWN WITH OTHERS?

MAYBE YOU ARE SO DOWN WITH YOURSELF.

    and for anyone who’s saying that i make my own fear or ghost or whatever. excuse me. in the first place i wont ever make a thing that would be fearful for me, im not STUPID enough to do that. aren’t you the one who’s a pro in inventing and making your own fear? seeing unusual things? LITERALLY.. nahhhh…. without looking petrified. u’re really amusing. i dont intend to offend anyone here. I may be mean. but i dont care coz what im saying here deserves you a lot. i know what im saying. and i only talk about the TRUTH. NOTHING LESS. NOTHING MUCH. im not the kind of person who’s fond of MAKING UNBELIEVABLE TALES. MAYBE YOU KNOW THAT SOMETIMES TRUTH HURTS..A LOT and HARD to ACCEPT. 

YOU CAN POINT ANYTHING HERE THAT SEEMS UNTRUE TO YOU.

another thing.. YOU KNOW A LOT ABOUT ME? GO SPILL IT OUT. YOU CAN EVEN CALL ME IF YOU NEED A HELPING HAND. HAHA..

just another proof that you always check me out. haha. are you a stalker or what? observing every move i  take. does my life look colorful to you? my life isn’t a show that you should wait and watch everyday.  YES, IM TOUGH,  BRAVE AND DURABLE. you can call me anything. I DONT CARE. coz i know that im on the right track and i will defend and fight for it. unlike others.. COWARDS and WUSSES.. cant even defend their sides as if nothing happened.. LAME. or maybe they’re ashamed of they did…

    based on my observation, most of the people love talking negative concerns abouts others just to compensate their deficiencies. I WONT PITY YOU. YOU DONT NEED IT. coz you think of yourself as superb to everyone. hoho.

AREN’t you tired of your stale, stagnant and impotent self??!

    and did you ever know the difference between SMART and EDUCATED?? somehow, maybe you’re SMART.. but are you educated? you can ask your feet. it wont make you a star that you’re dreaming of. don’t be so trying hard. copying those icons that isn’t you. you know yerself. so be yerself. and stop messing with other’s life. your life sucks. focus on it first. you’re not EVERYTHING. and dont think that everybody loves you. and dont feel that you got their attentions. you’re just human.. full of meaningless pride. Selfish and conceited. and oh. you’re not pretty or handsome as well. do you think you’re perfect? THINK AGAIN.
you aren’t neat. and what’s the opposite of neat? YOU. 

    and to those people who love LABELING others. YOU ARE SO AWFUL. u gotta take a look in the mirror sometime, even just for once. coz i can see that what you’re saying with others is YOU.

AND OH… I FORGOT TO TELL YOU THAT DOCTORS AREN’T CASHIERS TO GIVE ME A RECEIPT JUST FOR ME TO KNOW WHAT SCENESTER MEANS. OKAY? HAHAHAHAH! RECEIPT??!! WTF! LMAO.

    stop projecting your puns onto me like you’re a goodie boogie. nahh. you wont ever be. what you’re saying is just another one of your self-fulfilling prophecies. and it wont get you out of the mundane.

SO LEAVE OTHERS ALONE//
AND MIND YOUR LIFE THAT’S ALREADY DROPPING DRASTICALLY.

LIVE YOUR LIFE IN YOUR OWN LITTLE WAY.

I’M TRYING TO STAY AWAY FROM THE DEN OF INIQUITY
SO DON’T FORCE ME TO ERUPT AGAIN…

OR ELSE..ILL BEAT YOUR FACE DOWN!

AND ONE DAY I’LL SHOW YOU HOW LOW YOU ARE, SERIOUSLY.

LMAO. :O

//i dont have enemy ha.. just a point of view. waley!

tsktsk..

oh well, it’s soo late at night na.. and still i’m up! i dunno.. im weird, everytime nalang na ikikibo ko leeg ko umiikot ang paningin ko.. tsk tsk.. vertigo strikes! poorness. kabadtrip..

i have something for you guys.. lam nyo nakakainis yung mga taong inggit sa kapwa nila.. yung tipong ayaw nila nakikita na yung kakilala nila or friend eh umaasenso in a way na pinaghirapan nung tao.. baket kaya? crab mentality? tsktsk.. pag nkikita kang umaangat sa kanila, they will never support you instead they will pull you down.. baket ganun? dba dapat they shud be proud din?.. nakakainis lang. la lang. kase i was reading a blog of my online friend, yun sobrang negative comments sa kanya.. y? basta.. crab yung mga tao.

well, it’s up to them! buhay nila yun. hayaan na natin. nakakainis lang yung takbo ng isip ng mga taong ganyan. di sila maging happy for that person..

ako naman siguro may mga ganyan din experience sa crab na yan.. and promise! it sucks bigtime!

hmmpp! cge na i’ll try to sleep na.. sana when i lay down, sana wag magspin yung mundo ko.. nakakasuka na eh. ewwwness! hmmp!

nyt. mwah!

skeri..

hay naku, i’m using this old PC of my dad.. kase nirereformat ko this moment yung laptop ko, nababadtrip na ko dami ng bugs churva, i hate it! really hate slow things eh.. got no patience sa mga makukupad na bagay lalo na sa tao.

ohh well, skeri kase.. i forgot to backup the videos of my fifi.. kainis! the rest naman nabackup ko. pak!

it’s 10:15pm na and still 68% pa lang yung installing watever ng tuflaf (tawag ng lil sis ko before.. lagi nyang binabaliktad ang mga words.. but now, hindi na.. she’s big na! grabe, matataasan pa ata ako nun.. well, okay lang! pag tumaas ako edi perfect na ko, yoko naman ng gnun harhar.. wag ka ng sumimangot, kita kita! hmm.. aminin! payagan mo na ko, blog ko ‘to.. remember? haha.. mwahh!)

sya hala, maya ulet or bukas nalang ulet ha.. tumblr rocks! loveu, tumblr! =))

sweetdreams, my dear reader. God loves us.

your dear friend,
hersheymoi